Disclaimer: This is a long and messy post. I've started and restarted this blog post so many times. I still don't feel like I'm doing this right, but I decided to hit publish anyway because this isn't about me. By now I'm sure most of you know what is happening (and has been) to our friends who are a part of the AAPI community in this country. I'm not here to lecture anyone on what's going on, why they should care, etc. I'm here to share what is on my heart, what I'm doing, a